Will you??

 I watched you running down the stairs holding your hand with another to stop bleeding. You were bleeding badly from the wound you made yourself. I still remember that very glass bowl you broke out of frustration. I saw you picking the glass piece and staring for the long time before you sliced your arm. You watched your blood draining from your body for a while before you realized what you have done. You glared at the pool of blood thinking why are you acting this way? Didn’t it hurt you back then? Was your heart hurting so bad that you had to cut yourself to feel u are still alive?  Is it the reason you cut with that glass piece? Back then I was numb, didn’t know what to say. Are you still hurting the way you were then? Are you trying hard not 
to lose your sanity? Is this life being so difficult for you? Are you still trying to find purpose for life? Do you still feel you don’t belong here?


Sitting on the edge of cliff do you still think what would happen if you jump off from there? Will your heart will be able to shore in the cool wind like a free bird does? Will you ever think that someone back in the world is thinking of you and  will be waiting to see your beautiful face, to see those eyes which sparkles when you smile or those cute freckles while you laugh? Will you Now????????

Writer:: Kabina Suwal